My summer
holiday started. The same day I headed for my piece of land for the first time
after winter. On the way I visited my dear aunt and spent all nights at my dear
mum. (I also visited my godfather later on my way back home.)
The days were
full of work and I enjoyed every moment. I felt so free when I got to do
whatever I wanted. And I wanted to finish the toilet! I had also brought plants
from our town garden and I wanted to plant them.
I started
by planting the wood anemones I had brought to our garden from Russia from my
father’s birthplace at Karelian Isthmus years ago, when my father and mother
took me and my husband there. I do hope they will survive the change of place beside Jami's grave. Then I shaped a flowerbed for the other flowers. I made it round and wished to
get stones from the village for it, but I found out I should bring them from
town. The rose, New Dawn, I had bought at the end of last summer and planted it
at the side of the shed to wait for the flower bed was fine, so I planted it
again in the new flowerbed. And I had bought one more, Royal Red, and brought
it with me. Let’s see what will happen to them.
My major
project was the toilet, which we already started last summer but didn’t finish.
You know, I got operated and had to start radiation therapy and my husband
worked and suffered from aching leg, which is another story and it still goes
on, and then the summer was over.
The old
toilet, the pole and the pit, couldn’t work anymore. We had chosen Biolan composting
toilet eco which composes the solid waste and collects the seep liquid. I thought
it was a good idea to dig a large tub into the ground for the canister, which
had to be positioned lower than the bottom of the toilet and cover it with a
lid. However, I noticed the tub was too shallow. I had our neighbour’s old
ceiling panels there for making an elevation onto the floor in the toilet, which
would be my next challenge, so I used it to make a box. It didn’t turn out to
be very nice, but it works.


I dug the
pit and dropped the box into it, fixed the hose and noticed the pit was too
shallow. The edges of my box had to be lower. Easier said than done, I had to
dig the box up again. I think I fixed the position of the box at least three
times, before I thought it was good enough. Alone I was to lose my hope when
trying to pull the heavy (to me) wooden box out of the ground those thee times
before I felt satisfied. Of course, professionals wouldn't make all the mistakes I manage to do.

Completing my
major challenge, the elevation of the floor, made me work harder. The carcass wood
for the boards had been planned and cut to measure previous summer. I only had
to screw it in place. When I started sawing the used ceiling panels for the elevated floor, I felt all hand saws were for nothing and was sorry because I had to drive
so far to buy a new saw. Of course, it may have been lack of my own strength in sawing that made me feel so, or as I later noticed, it was harder to saw with the grain than against the grain and I simply blamed the saw. At least I thought so to give myself an explanation that was good enough for driving such a long way. But I was to find out I was lucky I did. When I had to
start shaping the boards round the toilet, the chisel knife I found in the village
hardware store was a must. My first try of the board didn’t fit. The second one fitted, but
didn’t look nice, because I didn’t remember the good technique. How come I have
forgotten all the little tricks! When I was younger, I knew something about
techniques, too. Lack of practice and experience, I would say, not skills, ha-ha!

Anyway, I
decided not to care and continued. There I was, alone, with just some hand tools
and thought: I’m doing this for myself and this will do. I shaped several other
boards round the toilet. Some were the second or third versions before I was pleased and when I got to the back board
and to its shaping, I thought I had finally learned something. And, I had accomplished
something. The toilet had its elevation and it was ready to be used.
It was time
to head for home. I left the front board for later and painted the other part
of the floor. I think the recycled wood, which the elevation is made of, looks
great as it is.